Overwhelming.

As my title has spoken, I am a bit overwhelmed. But, it's in a good way. If there is such a way to be. 

In a couple days, I move yet again. Samuel and I have bought out first home together. It's really a magically and exciting time. It's a huge step in our relationship, prior then to becoming one in marriage which will be happening in June of this upcoming year. The house isn't huge, but it is a bit bigger then our current apartment. The house has 3 bedrooms, one large master with a walk-in closet that I am happy to have. It only has a full bath & a half, but that's enough for us. We don't really plan on having a family in this home, it's just a starter one for us. If we do have a child, it'll just be one, and it won't be for very long. The house is a flip house, so it's been just about redone to it's roots. The kitchen is the most spectacular out of everything in my opinion. They redid the whole thing, and they chose the cabinets very well. There are a few things around the house that need some help from us that the Sellers wouldn't fix but it's nothing that Sam and I can't handle. 

Other then that stressful experience, we both have also started our last year of Undergrad. I'm in my Senior year now, and I'm really excited and anxious about it. I hope this year flies by so I can start applying for Graduate school at IPFW and hopefully, cross my fingers, get in and start my studies towards gaining my Masters Degree in Marriage & Family Counseling. It's either that degree or a more general Mental Health Counseling degree. Until then, I just need to get through my last year day by day. I am taking 5 online courses and one course on-campus this semester. Then next semester I'm hoping to take 4 online and 1 on-campus. The online courses help me with my boatload of stuff going on in my life, and I find them easier to get through. The courses are much shorter, and I can concentrate a lot easier when I sit down in my office and actually look at everything in front of me, instead of being surrounded by friends in a classroom on a fun campus. 

The last thing that has brought me to this overwhelming feeling is something I mentioned earlier. My wedding. Like I said, I am getting married in June and there are lots of planning and anxiety when it comes to planning a wedding. In reality, I have gotten so much accomplished and planned out and ready for the wedding, but in my mind I feel like I am so behind. I think up until the actual day, I will feel like I'm behind with something, which is crazy. I've got my ceremony location booked, my reception hall booked. I've got a deposit securing my DJ, Photobooth, and Cake all done. My dress is ordered and I've picked out my bridesmaid dresses with the help of some amazing ladies in my life. I've already spoken to my cousin who has agreed to doing our hair, and her twin, also my cousin whom is a photographer has agreed to do my wedding. I've really got a lot done, what's wrong with me? I'm pretty much a perfectionist, so I'm pretty sure that's the reason. The only things not done yet is my invitations being ordered, and then them being sent out. I don't have a complete list of people attending either, I'm waiting for one side of my family, but that's even not really that bad once I say it out loud. I still have 9 months. I'm good.... right?

In the Process...

So, I've officially started my "Lose 60-90 lbs by July." I'd love to lose 60 by May, so I'm going to have to put this into high speed. This includes a lot of GTL as well!!! Since I'm going to be working out a lot to look good for this summer, I'm also going to need to start tanning a lot. I'm tanning mainly just to make sure I don't burn bad this summer, since I'll be outside quite a lot. And of course this leads us to laundry. Since I'm going to be working out a lot, I'll practically be wearing two outfits a day, meaning way more laundry!! Gym, Tan, Laundry. :) It's a Jersey Shore reference. Ha. 

All this new stuff also means new eating habits. Last night I made us an amazing salad. Grilled Chicken Salad with Light Raspberry Vinaigrette. It was amazing! :) 

Valentine's Day. (:

Valentine's day went really well for me yesterday. Of course there were things that would have been wonderful that didn't happen, but for what did happen, it was amazing. Samuel and I went to The Old Gas House for dinner, which is like a little ritual we do since we started dating. And then after being there for over an hour, slowly enjoying our huge meal, we went of to DeBrands and had a little sundae for dessert. It was absolutely amazing. What did I get for Valentine's Day? Samuel bought a certificate so I can get a huge canvas print of our dogs, which I have been wanting for quite a while now. I love it! I can't wait. (: 

And on the note of the engagement ring contest, we didn't win. But that's okay. A couple, Tasha & Kyle won. They were cute so I'm okay with that. I know that somehow makes me sound like a really crappy person. By not winning though, we can pick out our own engagement ring, or he can, and hopefully it'll turn out perfect. (: 

Other then all that, I'm extremely bored today. I've got tons and tons of laundry to do. And then I've also got to icing some sugar cookies that I made yesterday. And yes, homemade icing is what I'm using, it is always the best. (: 

On a sad note, I bit off all my nails. Stupid anxiety from classes and work. Oh well, I've got crappy nails anyway, I'm used to it. lol Well I know today has a super short post, but oh well. I have nothing else to speak about. Maybe I'll hop on later and have more to tell. (: 

Engagement Contest, HELP!!

Hello fellow bloggers! 
I don't really know HOW many readers I have... 
but if you happen to run across my blog, please help! 


My boyfriend and I are in a contest to win an engagement ring work $2,900! 
It would help us out so much! All you have to do is click on the link below, and then "Like" the photo. 
Please and thank you so much again! 
It means the world to us! 

Engagement Ring Contest

What's this I hear? Coughing? Bronchitis?

Looks like I have yet again become sick. I completely and utterly blame the airport that I was stuck in on my way home from Vegas. They had a delay because our brakes weren't working, so we had to sit there an additional 7 hours on top of the 2 hours that we already waited. I'm pretty sure everyone was pissed. 

Other then that mess, my doctor believes my body decided to have a upper respiratory infection that developed into Bronchitis. Oh yay. At least I'm on some meds for this, and oh how do I love the vaporub that I bought so I can breathe easier. So, what have I been up to? Sleep. I've been completely exhausted from being sick, and from traveling so much. Definitely looking forward to feeling better and getting back to work. I don't like being broke. It's quite horrible. 

I need a new job. A job that I can make a lot more money in then I do now. But isn't that how it usually goes?